Worry something that is not worth it to worry, wasting time and tears. Perhaps I just being too emotional about all things happened. All the while, he has been a very good listener, listen to the things I complaint. I believe I also giving him alot of stress . I hope everything will be better, keep telling myself that just accept the fact. When the time is right then just move on. Past and present is very much different. Keep telling myself look forward.. trying so hard to remind myself. hmm, even tried to google to find motivation and think positively. Purchased books and read for self-improve, hopefully it give me some hint on how to handle stress and bad situation and slowly change my mind.
